Crazy world comes to unexpected adventures

I have made so many wrong decisions and I would really want to change. I have almost lost my family and I really dont know what to do about it. I just hope somebody would reach out to me and tell me everythings gonna be fine. I had wished for so many lonely days and nights but no one seems to hear me out. Its crazy, it really is to think how i used to handle myself with people but now i really know what im suppose to do now. I should be sitting here and just continue whatever im doing now. Im tired of holding myself for other people. I need some space for myself to breathe. and there I go for my new beginning of my amazing adventure.
 see you guys at the end of it! xD !

Pain grews...

  I never thought he will end it that way. I can even explain how much im deeply cut inside when he is already out of my life. I have to accept the fact he's gone forever and not seeking for me after and before school. All the things we've been through just washed away at once and there'e no turning back this time. If only I can take my words back when I hurt him. Maybe this is all faith. You cant change faith.


Thanks for answering my prayer AMEN~

Sometimes we don't get what's life

We don't get life cause they are not always easy comes and easy go-s.
Every single time when I thought I'm about to reach my stars, the colours  just faiths to grey.
Are they lessons from GOD? or are you just screwing up in life?
Why do people got lost in life where there's no path leading out from there? 
Life is not about waiting the storms to pass~~
I hope one day I'll get what I seek
Let life be filled with stormy clouds and lightings,
you'll soon find the light...

This is my life :D

  Just so glad everything actually turns out so right but still they are doubts in life. Washing them away is one of the toughest thing in my life but I'll try my best of coarse.XD

  I never thought my life can be so beautifully painted...I hope i realized it much earlier. I thought it was full of demons and misunderstandings instead of magical moments and fairytales but i guess somebody change it all and change my world to paradise.

  And we just have to side all our problems and put a big smile on your face and let Jesus take the wheel. Let all the problems run free from your head and keep your head up and stand on your own feet and walk away from that dark room and explore the true meaning of life (: